I'm not sure how, but my actively trying to get Will to stop being nocturnal has...actually...made it worse. He now sleeps more during the day and less during the night. How'd that happen?? I have no idea! But I sure am sleepy, and I can't tell you how good it felt to start today with a hot shower that didn't include a baby crying during it or a toddler wandering around calling "mommy, where are you??"
A hot shower was especially good after a chilly yesterday. Bill woke up at 4 AM to go to work, and his alarm of course woke the baby, Katie, and me. So the two hours I had gotten prior to 4 AM came in handy, since those were the only hours I ended up getting all night. I took turns getting one child to sleep after the other, and when one would finally fall asleep, the other would wake up. I didn't budge us from bed until about 10 AM, because I was just too tired to start my day before then. However, when we finally opened the door of our space heater warm bedroom, I realized we were stepping out into a house frozen over. It felt very nearly like stepping outside! (which, at the current time, it had been snowing outside so it was quite cold!) I ran downstairs to try to fix the heat, but it wouldn't kick on. I assumed our oil had run out, and there was nothing much I could do about it until Bill came home. I took the kids back into the bedroom and dressed them in warm clothes. Will got a sleeper under a warm ducky sleep sack and one of his hats. Katie got in a set of fuzzy princess footie pjs, and I put on a sweater. I took them downstairs, then grabbed the two space heaters we had and a few blankets. I also turned on the oven, kept the door to it open and locked the gate between the kitchen and living room so we could get some of it's heat without any danger. We ended up having a cuddly, sleepy, pajama day full of tv shows and warm foods like oatmeal and soup with grilled cheese. When Bill came home late in the afternoon, he spent two hours trying to get ahold of the oil company. By 8 PM, an emergency oil guy came to the house to give us a few gallons of oil until a truck could make it to us on Monday.
After he left, we all ran to the store to do grocery shopping. Bill is currently working 6 and 7 days a week, alternating weeks so that he works 13 days in a row, has one day off and then works another 13 days. This means we had to do our grocery shopping on Saturday night, because there was no time to do it again until next Saturday! It was amazing to return home to warm house!
Bill, as well as me, is very split between being grateful for the overtime so we can catch up with our debt that we made from having three weeks of paternity off, and sad that he's not home. He's been soaking up every minute he can with us when he's not at work, especially because Katie still asks for him all day and won't let him out of her sight when he's home. Even if he runs upstairs to go to the bathroom, she calls for him and tries to go after him. He became her best friend over those three weeks, and now she feels deprived of him! He also says that it seems like Will changes so much each day. Every time he comes home, Will looks a little chubbier, seems a little more alert, his abilities grow stronger, or he has more smiles. The overtime though is a great way to start the year. Now that we have no cell phones and no car payment, we're no longer going into the negatives every month like we were. The overtime, once we pay off the debt from the paternity leave, will really help to go towards our loans. Hopefully, if the overtime keeps up and we can dedicate our tax return and bonus to it as well, we can really get a good chunk of the loan paid off this year. Every year we pray that we'll be able to take out a lot of our loans, but only little crumbs come out instead. This year we took the initiative to do more and get more serious about it and it's really looking good. One of Bill's smartest moves was to tell me that once we get the loans paid off, we can finally go on another Disney cruise. That's all I needed! I said to cancel the cell phones, I stopped complaining about overtime, agreed to only go out to eat once a month, and I started to be really strict with the grocery budget so that we never go over and we hopefully have money saved at the end of the money. Really, he should have said something years ago! LOL!
This week I'm getting more adventurous with cooking again. Previously, we've been living mostly on frozen foods or food that can be prepared in under ten minutes, just to make it easier on me. This week, I went on pinterest and found two or three new recipes I was confident that I could handle this week, and only got one frozen meal for emergencies when we're low on time. I'm actually quite happy that I'm able to do so much lately. I'm keeping up with the house better now than I was since I first got pregnant with Will. The dishes are always kept up with, the bathroom gets cleaned out often, the front rooms get picked up about three times a day. I've been vacuuming at least once a day the entire downstairs and the staircase. I'm managing mostly to keep up with my internet jobs. It just feels so good to be in charge of my house again and run it the way I like to! I think it's also frustration with having to still wait to exercise. I can't stand waiting, and I'm really pumped up to start in two weeks! I just hope that I'm still this energetic and eager when the time comes!
Before my shower this morning, I weighed myself again. I'm down to 134 lbs. The progress is SO slow, but it IS progress!
Sunday, January 26, 2014
Friday, January 24, 2014
1 Month Old!
Will is ONE MONTH OLD! Well, he's 4 weeks old, which I'm counting as a month. I'm not doing all of this over in three days when it's exactly the 27th!
When we finally got out of bed today (which, since we went to bed late and Bill went to work about six hours early, there was barely any morning left!) I decided to take a bunch of pictures. At first I de-clothed the baby, turned my moses basket upside down (he doesn't really fit in it anymore!) and put a blanket over it and a small pillow under it to take pictures there. Then I dug out my medium sized Mickey (as the 4' Mickey would overwhelm him, I think) and took pictures of him with the Big Mouse himself and dressed in a Mickey outfit that a friend bought him a few months ago.
After pictures, I weighed him like I do every Friday - and he's 12.6 lbs! HOLY COW! That's over a whole pound he's gained each week since birth and eating only breastmilk. That's crazy! He's also grown 3 inches, which explains why he's grown length wise out of so many clothes. He's officially bigger than most two month olds on my baby boards!
I took pictures of my belly too. While there's a small improvement, I haven't lost any weight this week (I'm still at 135). I also need to find a way to get my skin to go back to normal - being stretched to 42 weeks is making things difficult! I'm considering trying to not lose any weight until I can make my skin tighter. I'm going to start exercising in two more weeks. Right now I'm becoming more active around the house to slowly work up to exercising. The end of the lochia is still stubbornly hanging around, every day I expect to see it gone but nope, not yet!
Here's the pictures from today:
When we finally got out of bed today (which, since we went to bed late and Bill went to work about six hours early, there was barely any morning left!) I decided to take a bunch of pictures. At first I de-clothed the baby, turned my moses basket upside down (he doesn't really fit in it anymore!) and put a blanket over it and a small pillow under it to take pictures there. Then I dug out my medium sized Mickey (as the 4' Mickey would overwhelm him, I think) and took pictures of him with the Big Mouse himself and dressed in a Mickey outfit that a friend bought him a few months ago.
After pictures, I weighed him like I do every Friday - and he's 12.6 lbs! HOLY COW! That's over a whole pound he's gained each week since birth and eating only breastmilk. That's crazy! He's also grown 3 inches, which explains why he's grown length wise out of so many clothes. He's officially bigger than most two month olds on my baby boards!
I took pictures of my belly too. While there's a small improvement, I haven't lost any weight this week (I'm still at 135). I also need to find a way to get my skin to go back to normal - being stretched to 42 weeks is making things difficult! I'm considering trying to not lose any weight until I can make my skin tighter. I'm going to start exercising in two more weeks. Right now I'm becoming more active around the house to slowly work up to exercising. The end of the lochia is still stubbornly hanging around, every day I expect to see it gone but nope, not yet!
Here's the pictures from today:
Thursday, January 23, 2014
Day before 1 month
I'm not sure why I'm so tired today, but I am! Will has begun sleeping better at night, despite his still early wake ups. Since he changed into size one diapers, we've both been sleeping better and not needing to change his diaper and outfit as often. Today he's been sleeping like crazy. He had a three hour nap earlier, then woke up to cry and nurse and cry some more (I have no idea why!) until his eye caught Katie's Mickey Mouse Clubhouse show on tv. He watched all the bright colors until he fell asleep again and he's still sleeping. It's lovely! Growth spurts are awesome...despite my supply rocketing and my let down getting worse. Poor thing chokes every time I nurse him. If I try to fix it by taking him off and allowing the let down to calm down, he screams anyway and then won't nurse as well, so he now just rides out the let down the best he can.
I now have a hopeful date for his baptism set - February 9th at noon. It'll be a bit tricky as Bill has mandatory overtime now, but he should be able to attend and then just rush to work right after. Speaking of which, he brought home both good and bad news yesterday. Earlier this week I felt lonely and depressed just at going from having him all day long to only getting to see him basically on weekends...but now that's changed too. He has mandatory overtime on Sundays for his shift, but since first shift also has mandatory overtime on Saturdays and they need supervisors for it, he'll be working both days. Not only that, but on Friday (which I guess is tomorrow already?) he has to go in over four hours early and, as usual on Friday nights, probably stay late. So it's sad that we'll see less of him (especially because Katie still spends half of her days asking where did Daddy go and when is he coming back, as over the three weeks he was home he became her best buddy) but at least it should help us to catch up on our finances, which have taken a beating from that extra week off that we could just barely afford. We're both eager to get back on track so we can start paying off our loans off this year. If we stay within our budget and he gets overtime, combined with our tax return and his bonus each year, we should be able to be loan free within the next two or three years. (though life will inevitably get in the way, and at some point in those three years we'll have to pause on paying off the loans to afford an SUV for the next baby.)
Will is going to be one month old tomorrow. It's so bittersweet! I hate that he's barely a newborn anymore, and the time went so incredibly fast. I truly can't believe it! I don't know where the weeks went. At the same time, he's becoming so much fun now! I love his little smile he gives me when I sing him to sleep, or when he sees me when he wakes from nap. He loves sitting up and looking all around the room with his big blue eyes. His neck control is great - he has no problem at all with keeping his head up and looking around - not for seconds like normal at this age, but for extended minutes at a time with no difficulty (usually until I put him down). He enjoys patterns and colors now - my white and black striped shirt is his favorite, he loves Katie's Gymbo clown plush that is dressed in bright reds, yellows and greens, he enjoys watching vibrant shows like Mickey Mouse Clubhouse. He is still trying to army crawl around, whether on me, the sofa, or on his plush doggie mat. It just seems like he really enjoys things now and a personality is beginning to form. He's getting used to life here and discovering his likes, dislikes and what catches his eye, and it's so fun to watch him explore.
He is loving baths too. Katie loved them as well, so I figured he would. He always gives a cry at first because the new sensation still startles him, but it quickly is replaced by him relaxing against the bath and just laying there for as long as I need him to. I discovered yesterday that he has a heat rash on the top of his back and under his chin while I was cleaning and drying him. It's crazy that in the middle of winter, he has heat rash, but he is a sweaty baby! I have about 6 sleepsacks for him and even more of those sleeper dresses (about 10!) because I figured a winter baby would need warm things. Instead he just has his light sleepers on and he still sweats, especially when he nurses.
He's also very solid and heavy now. I can't believe the difference! He went from being light as a feather and so easy to pick up to now feeling like a giant sack of potatoes. He's really quite heavy and solid feeling. I'm eager to see what he's measuring at his appointment, which I need to call about tomorrow because I keep forgetting. Both kids have a doctor appointment soon but I can't remember when! As of earlier this week, he was 11 1/2 lbs, so I'm thinking he's probably pushing close to 12 lbs now.
Little fussy is beginning to stir, so I better go get him before he gets too grumpy to settle down and nurse!
I now have a hopeful date for his baptism set - February 9th at noon. It'll be a bit tricky as Bill has mandatory overtime now, but he should be able to attend and then just rush to work right after. Speaking of which, he brought home both good and bad news yesterday. Earlier this week I felt lonely and depressed just at going from having him all day long to only getting to see him basically on weekends...but now that's changed too. He has mandatory overtime on Sundays for his shift, but since first shift also has mandatory overtime on Saturdays and they need supervisors for it, he'll be working both days. Not only that, but on Friday (which I guess is tomorrow already?) he has to go in over four hours early and, as usual on Friday nights, probably stay late. So it's sad that we'll see less of him (especially because Katie still spends half of her days asking where did Daddy go and when is he coming back, as over the three weeks he was home he became her best buddy) but at least it should help us to catch up on our finances, which have taken a beating from that extra week off that we could just barely afford. We're both eager to get back on track so we can start paying off our loans off this year. If we stay within our budget and he gets overtime, combined with our tax return and his bonus each year, we should be able to be loan free within the next two or three years. (though life will inevitably get in the way, and at some point in those three years we'll have to pause on paying off the loans to afford an SUV for the next baby.)
Will is going to be one month old tomorrow. It's so bittersweet! I hate that he's barely a newborn anymore, and the time went so incredibly fast. I truly can't believe it! I don't know where the weeks went. At the same time, he's becoming so much fun now! I love his little smile he gives me when I sing him to sleep, or when he sees me when he wakes from nap. He loves sitting up and looking all around the room with his big blue eyes. His neck control is great - he has no problem at all with keeping his head up and looking around - not for seconds like normal at this age, but for extended minutes at a time with no difficulty (usually until I put him down). He enjoys patterns and colors now - my white and black striped shirt is his favorite, he loves Katie's Gymbo clown plush that is dressed in bright reds, yellows and greens, he enjoys watching vibrant shows like Mickey Mouse Clubhouse. He is still trying to army crawl around, whether on me, the sofa, or on his plush doggie mat. It just seems like he really enjoys things now and a personality is beginning to form. He's getting used to life here and discovering his likes, dislikes and what catches his eye, and it's so fun to watch him explore.
He is loving baths too. Katie loved them as well, so I figured he would. He always gives a cry at first because the new sensation still startles him, but it quickly is replaced by him relaxing against the bath and just laying there for as long as I need him to. I discovered yesterday that he has a heat rash on the top of his back and under his chin while I was cleaning and drying him. It's crazy that in the middle of winter, he has heat rash, but he is a sweaty baby! I have about 6 sleepsacks for him and even more of those sleeper dresses (about 10!) because I figured a winter baby would need warm things. Instead he just has his light sleepers on and he still sweats, especially when he nurses.
He's also very solid and heavy now. I can't believe the difference! He went from being light as a feather and so easy to pick up to now feeling like a giant sack of potatoes. He's really quite heavy and solid feeling. I'm eager to see what he's measuring at his appointment, which I need to call about tomorrow because I keep forgetting. Both kids have a doctor appointment soon but I can't remember when! As of earlier this week, he was 11 1/2 lbs, so I'm thinking he's probably pushing close to 12 lbs now.
Little fussy is beginning to stir, so I better go get him before he gets too grumpy to settle down and nurse!
Tuesday, January 21, 2014
Day 25
I'm so surprised - today is going really well! A big factor of that is because both kids just took naps - at the same time! And both of them slept for about three hours. Ah, growth spurts, they're wonderful! And because Will actually slept pretty well last night (and his new size one diapers meant that I didn't have to change him and the bed when I accidently slept for more than two hours at a time!) I have energy today. I actually feel awake for once! It's lovely! Thanks to this burst of energy, I tackled the dishes and pots today, folded three loads of laundry, sorted through the baby's clothes to put the newborn ones away (but not without tears threatening!), fixed the vacuum cleaner and took the leftover Elizabeth memorial from her angelversary back upstairs. I even had some time to sit by myself, eat a hot meal and enjoy watching tv while the snow fell outside. It's the most relaxing and productive day I've had in a long time! I'd love to start getting Katie back into napping again. She does it about every other day all by herself as is and gives me a break from her terrible two's combined with regression from the baby.
Now I'm just hoping that all of this snow doesn't mean that I'm left all alone tonight. They're calling for over ten inches, and the snow that's been falling since early this morning is still falling now. Looking outside at the street that hasn't been cleared despite being on a snow emergency route, it seems like we have quite a few inches. I'm worried that Bill won't be able to leave work in our car. The weather is always worse where he works, and getting out of the hilly parking lot is a struggle when any snow or ice is on the road. Luckily ever since I heard about the snow storm yesterday, I've been charging the makeshift emergency cell phone that my FIL gave us and I sent it with him so he can call me if he has to stay over or call for help if he gets stuck somewhere. I'd be a nervous wreck if he didn't have it!
Now I'm just hoping that all of this snow doesn't mean that I'm left all alone tonight. They're calling for over ten inches, and the snow that's been falling since early this morning is still falling now. Looking outside at the street that hasn't been cleared despite being on a snow emergency route, it seems like we have quite a few inches. I'm worried that Bill won't be able to leave work in our car. The weather is always worse where he works, and getting out of the hilly parking lot is a struggle when any snow or ice is on the road. Luckily ever since I heard about the snow storm yesterday, I've been charging the makeshift emergency cell phone that my FIL gave us and I sent it with him so he can call me if he has to stay over or call for help if he gets stuck somewhere. I'd be a nervous wreck if he didn't have it!
Monday, January 20, 2014
Day 24
I'm half way through the first day of Bill being back to work, and so far I haven't broken down or cried or felt too terribly stressed. I also haven't done any housework though. I've been taking care of Will and Katie, been making meals and letting dogs out and that's about it. But at least I know I can handle this part, which last week I didn't think I could. Will won't let me put him down for more than two minutes so figuring out meals and doing things needed have been an adjustment (he's also fighting going in a carrier today, I have no idea why though, except to just make things harder on me!). I must say, since we cancelled our phones I haven't minded it until today. Today it sucks. I keep wanting to talk to Bill and instead, I can't talk to him until he comes home tonight. It's lonely. I have so much I want to tell him! I'm not used to him being parted from me.
I think I found the source of my bleeding. I don't think it's all lochia, but instead a cut that's on the outside. It's been sore ever since I came home from the hospital, but now it seems like I keep accidently pulling it open. As soon as it feels that way, I notice little bits of fresh blood. I'm wondering if I tore a bit and they didn't notice and now it's still trying to heal. I'm hoping it doesn't give me problems down the road like I had last time. I don't have my "6 week" appointment until March, so it won't be checked out for a long time and I'd really hope it's all healed by then!
So far, my pelvis isn't falling apart and my bleeding isn't picking up too much today. Hopefully it stays this way even though I have to be more active now.
I think I'm going to immerse myself in a tv show this week so I don't feel as lonely and the house isn't quite as quiet as it is now. I'll start housework next week once I both figured out how to take care of the kids, dogs, meals and being lonely. This week has enough on it's plate!
I think I found the source of my bleeding. I don't think it's all lochia, but instead a cut that's on the outside. It's been sore ever since I came home from the hospital, but now it seems like I keep accidently pulling it open. As soon as it feels that way, I notice little bits of fresh blood. I'm wondering if I tore a bit and they didn't notice and now it's still trying to heal. I'm hoping it doesn't give me problems down the road like I had last time. I don't have my "6 week" appointment until March, so it won't be checked out for a long time and I'd really hope it's all healed by then!
So far, my pelvis isn't falling apart and my bleeding isn't picking up too much today. Hopefully it stays this way even though I have to be more active now.
I think I'm going to immerse myself in a tv show this week so I don't feel as lonely and the house isn't quite as quiet as it is now. I'll start housework next week once I both figured out how to take care of the kids, dogs, meals and being lonely. This week has enough on it's plate!
Sunday, January 19, 2014
Last Paternity Leave Day
Today was the final day of paternity leave. It's been a wonderful three weeks, and it went by so fast. I don't think I've ever had a time in my life pass quicker! Between a toddler and a newborn and taking care of my postpartum stuff, time just flew. I've so enjoyed having Bill here to help me with everything. He really feels like my right arm at this point, and I'm really going to miss having him here every day. Having to return to cooking, cleaning, and not getting the luxury of having nice hour long baths is going to be depressing. But, at least I feel more confident that I can do it this week. I feel better, I'm not bleeding much at all anymore and haven't seen any fresh, red blood in about five days, and I stocked up on easy to cook meals. Katie, while still being naughty, is not nearly acting up as much as she was and is more manageable on my own now. While i feel like I can do it, I feel like I'm going to be terribly lonely. We don't even have our phones anymore to talk to each other at break, so it's going to be very long days with no contact at all. I feel like my postpartum blues, which I've had none of so far, may be saving up for tomorrow.
Little Chunk is doing well though. He's fussy lately, staying awake more and eating more. He gets frustrated so quickly now! I think he's going through the 3 week growth spurt, though I wish that included more nighttime sleep. His face is changing so much so quickly with how much weight he's gaining, he already looks so different from our newborn! He's looking more like an older baby now. All of his wonderful newborn sleep has vanished, and he actually wants to be visually stimulated now or he gets bored.
Not looking forward to tomorrow.
Little Chunk is doing well though. He's fussy lately, staying awake more and eating more. He gets frustrated so quickly now! I think he's going through the 3 week growth spurt, though I wish that included more nighttime sleep. His face is changing so much so quickly with how much weight he's gaining, he already looks so different from our newborn! He's looking more like an older baby now. All of his wonderful newborn sleep has vanished, and he actually wants to be visually stimulated now or he gets bored.
Not looking forward to tomorrow.
Friday, January 17, 2014
3 Weeks Old!
Will is THREE WEEKS OLD today!!
I decided to start the morning by weighing us, and wow! This little chunker is gaining a whole pound every week - he's now 11 lbs! Funny enough, I'm losing one pound a week. I'm now 135, so I only have ten more pounds to go. I also decided to take a picture of my stomach to compare with last week's. I'm glad I did, because I didn't think I had gone down at all yet, but in fact I went down quite a bit. Last week it still looked like my uterus was swollen, but this week it looks like it went away. I'm starting to get back to normal now! I still have a ways, but it does make me hopeful.
I can't believe how big Will is already. He has giant cheeks, he has chub rolls all over, and by next week he'll definitely be too big for newborn diapers (in fact, I'm thinking of trying out 1's tonight, since he keeps leaking at night time, as during the day I have to change him about every hour or he pees out of the full diaper) and newborn clothing is already on it's way out. I'd love to measure him, but I don't know where our measuring tape is. Funny enough, the newborn clothes are not too big on him around wise, but length wise, so he must have sprouted up in height as well.
His eyes seem to be getting bluer and lighter. At first I thought they might turn dark, but looking in good lighting shows that they're getting lighter. His eyebrows are almost a platnum blonde, and the hair that's newly growing on his head is a very light blonde, so it looks like this one will be very similar to Katie in coloring, if not a bit lighter. Katie had very dark brown hair at birth, and Will's is only a medium or light brown.
Will spent all night growling and groaning at me. He's the loudest baby I've ever known! Katie was never even close to this. I heard of people talking about how their babies keeping them up at night from their noisy talk but I never understood it. NOW I DO! This kid is so very loud. I don't even know why he's growling. It'll be during nursing or while just laying there. It's not in pain, it's just like he wants to hear himself all the time, or he's bored. I thought at first he needed to burp, so I burped him and he growled more. I picked him up and rocked him, didn't make a difference. He still wanted to be loud and "talk" all night long and will not be silenced!
I'm starting to feel more normal now. The bleeding is slowing and my body doesn't hurt so bad. The sciatic pain doesn't happen as often now and while my tailbone and pelvis still ache, it's not nearly as severe and often. I'm feeling more confident about doing everything on my own now and am not stressed or worried about Bill going back to work. This week is a big difference from last week! I'm glad I was able to get this extra week of help so I can feel good about this coming week.
My curious little boy
I decided to start the morning by weighing us, and wow! This little chunker is gaining a whole pound every week - he's now 11 lbs! Funny enough, I'm losing one pound a week. I'm now 135, so I only have ten more pounds to go. I also decided to take a picture of my stomach to compare with last week's. I'm glad I did, because I didn't think I had gone down at all yet, but in fact I went down quite a bit. Last week it still looked like my uterus was swollen, but this week it looks like it went away. I'm starting to get back to normal now! I still have a ways, but it does make me hopeful.
I can't believe how big Will is already. He has giant cheeks, he has chub rolls all over, and by next week he'll definitely be too big for newborn diapers (in fact, I'm thinking of trying out 1's tonight, since he keeps leaking at night time, as during the day I have to change him about every hour or he pees out of the full diaper) and newborn clothing is already on it's way out. I'd love to measure him, but I don't know where our measuring tape is. Funny enough, the newborn clothes are not too big on him around wise, but length wise, so he must have sprouted up in height as well.
His eyes seem to be getting bluer and lighter. At first I thought they might turn dark, but looking in good lighting shows that they're getting lighter. His eyebrows are almost a platnum blonde, and the hair that's newly growing on his head is a very light blonde, so it looks like this one will be very similar to Katie in coloring, if not a bit lighter. Katie had very dark brown hair at birth, and Will's is only a medium or light brown.
Will spent all night growling and groaning at me. He's the loudest baby I've ever known! Katie was never even close to this. I heard of people talking about how their babies keeping them up at night from their noisy talk but I never understood it. NOW I DO! This kid is so very loud. I don't even know why he's growling. It'll be during nursing or while just laying there. It's not in pain, it's just like he wants to hear himself all the time, or he's bored. I thought at first he needed to burp, so I burped him and he growled more. I picked him up and rocked him, didn't make a difference. He still wanted to be loud and "talk" all night long and will not be silenced!
I'm starting to feel more normal now. The bleeding is slowing and my body doesn't hurt so bad. The sciatic pain doesn't happen as often now and while my tailbone and pelvis still ache, it's not nearly as severe and often. I'm feeling more confident about doing everything on my own now and am not stressed or worried about Bill going back to work. This week is a big difference from last week! I'm glad I was able to get this extra week of help so I can feel good about this coming week.
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